Letters

2 cats. One story.

Two cats fall in love, or drift apart. Through letters, may things be fixed or punctured?

______________ I won't yell. I won't scream at all the things you did. But remember this, Gorseheart: I loved you. And I hate you. You are the cause of my pains. You drove me to this point. You are my everything. And yet, I still love you. Watch out for you. Feel like slitting the throat of whomever speaks against you. You are a villain, the love of my life. I hate you, and I love you. As strange as it sounds, I can hate and love you at the same time. I wish you death but it would be unbearable if I couldn't see you ever again.

You twisted my heart and I wish it never happened but meeting you was the best think that had ever happened to me. I hate you.

Remember that.

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I must admit - you amuse me. Were those words meant to hurt me? I don't care about your hate-or-love-phish but I always have loved you - never hated you. At least I am devoted, it saddens me you are not.

One thing I'll never understand, Briarpelt is why you didn't listen to me. I thought you loved me, well we can all see where THAT went but I offered you great things. You could've come with me but you caved in like those cowards we despised all the time.

You never loved me. You loved that scum way more than you've ever felt for me.

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Out of all the years I've known you, I have always known this but have never...formed the words. Know what they are? You are the most delusional, lying, scheming being I have ever known. You lied to your Clan. You betrayed me and here you are acting like it was all my fault.

As for loving you, you are actually blind. If I didn't love you, why would I have even LOOKED at your fox hearted FACE? Ask yourself. And now you're starting on Emberstripe. He is my friend. I never loved him and I have said that to your face at least a million times.

Follow you? I would rather die. I am never coming to that place, and you'd never achieve in forcing me. You are sick. But why am I talking to you? Should I have not agreed to the writing deal? Why do I try with you?

I ask myself that everyday.

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